It is like there has never been a problem
It's like there has never been a problem.
Sometimes the days just flow along. And then I ask myself what's the meaning of the word "time"? What's in a few years or the next second? I do not care for wrinkles, menopause and joint pain. No. Is time a supersonic vehicle, and you sit right in the middle? What if the train stops? What would have happened ...
Wardrobe Hustle

Yesterday? Terrible day! At 17 oī clock I worked again. This time I folded about 190 napkins. Furthermore, the Rotary Club was in our restaurant and I had my first near-death experience. For me it was all really stressful, but my colleague made just fun about my panic.. "You call this stressful?" "That's nothing at all." Hello? That was my first time with so much commotion. My wrists hurt from the folds of the napkins and I was just overwhelmed. She has not even tried to help me and tomorrow it will be really crazy. I know it.

My best friend is sick. She had had a while problems with the sinuses and the doctors didnīt know, what she had. Now she had an operation on Monday and is now the most time in bed. She really do not feel very well. I visited her Wednesday. I thought I had to take care of her a little, I made muffins and bread for her, sandwiches made with peaches and strawberries. Somehow I am now totally on the housewives-trip. Sewing, baking and recipes. I only donīt like cooking. However, maybe I have a really stubborn aversion.

Dine and I, we want to create our own fashion. But at first we have to draw some designs. And we have to learn how to sew. A lot of work and next monday school starts again.

Itīs not really easy for me. The next two years will be hard and I know I have to do more than in all the other years. I know that Iīm lazy deep inside my heart.
20.8.10 15:43


Harsh Reality

Today I will work again. I have new shoes. So my boss will be satisfied. We have guests at the moment. In this respect, everything could be good. But it is not. Yesterday I had abandoned my biggest dream. I did it because I had had no hope anymore. I had felt the despair. And now, everything seems so senseless. I always wanted to go to America. I wanted to visit the High School. That was my wish. And somehow I just ignored that we simply have no money. Since there is no pile of money, with which my parents can finance a year abroad. I wanted to try it with scholarships. But after a defeat at once my parents gave up all hope. Also, I was emotional on the floor. It was so unfair. And this year I wanted to try it again. But I just do not get support from my parents. And without their assistance I can not do it. This goes against my principles. I want them to stand behind me. And so I gave up my dream. But this time I'll plan better. What do I do after graduation? What do I want to study? Work & Travel or au pair. I will see.
31.7.10 10:57


Sleepless Night

Wow. I can not sleep. As bad as today (or yesterday?) it was never before. The whole time pictures and thoughts fly through my head. I can not stop it. It just happens. Names, places, pictures of people. All without context. Well, and now I'm sitting in front of the laptop of my brother. And under me, my mother and brother are sleeping. Only one loud and I could get great worse. Yesterday was a beautiful day. I was up to 22 oīclock at my best friend and we have perused a love-diary.Iit was a girl-night, absolutely. And it was an awful lot of fun. We laughed until tears came to us. When I looked at the clock it was already late. Screech. I went alone through the dark dark night and was really happy. Grin.
27.7.10 02:55


Past Disappointment

How can you create an idiocy? I really do not attach much importance to a chain letter. Here the message to all visitors: I do not want any comments that do not have to do directly with my entries! Someone has actually written three comments per entry. At first I was totally surprised and excited. But then I saw only some links. Hello? Whatīs that? Propaganda or what? Iīve put a lot of work into this site and do not want pointless, unnecessary comments. Criticism, I can understand and comprehend, but this need to write a proper sentence.
26.7.10 15:07


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